Koichi! It's from Koichi! What? Who is it?
Boyfriend, my ex boyfriend.
Eh? Your ex?
Ep 7: I want to chase than being chased -subs by purisu@d-addicts-
Whatever I say, you will still go, right?
Because it's bad if I refuse it... It's not bad at all.
Because he already cut you off.
What if it becomes troublesome again,
and you will be thrown away again, and it becomes waste of time.
But Koichi isn't someone like that.
What do you know about that guy? You only dated him when you were young.
But even now, even with him as the topic, my heart felt like going to burst.
…well, it's not like that though.
but I guess it's just my stomach which feels like going to burst. Stomach?
Well, it's softer than the heart, it's easier to break.
Because there's no ribs. Physically, right?
Stop it. It's better if you don't meet him.
Tanaka-kun is good. Sakie-san, is Tanaka-kun good for you?
Why? Leave me out of this.
Sakie-san, do you think Tanaka-kun is good for me?
If I were you, I won't date him though.
It's because our personalities don't match,
But I think you two are matched.
Somehow, does that mean I'm giving in? You're quite rude.
Well, I'm not saying bad about Tanaka-san.
Somehow, it feels like I give up my life.
I don't know such thing about you though.
If you're not giving in, you wouldn't be in this kind of situation, right?
You're already giving in, so you can satisfied with this place,
if not, wouldn't you be in better situation now?
Well, it's other people's problem though.
Hey, after all I think it's better if you don't meet him.
It can't be helped if you're always looking at the past.
It's the future we are seeing, the past is already done, surely.
I think it's fake.
What do you mean by "the past is done"?
Well, I mean when you imagine about the future,
after all you use the past memories right?
That's different with the real future,
I thought about it recently.
Guessing your future based on your past, somehow it's boring.
After all, the future wouldn't changed at all.
The real future after all will be made in the future.
I mean, because I don't know what will happen
It can't be helped if we're anticipating it or being afraid of it.
I don't understand what I'm saying though.
I think, I don't see the past in Koichi.
It's the future that I see.
Is that so? That's right.
Maybe I was talking about myself.
Yesterday, my ex husband phoned me, we talked a bit.
He convinced me that I will meet her again.
With Taeko, my daughter.
In Christmas.
That's why I can't play together with you that day. Is that so.
After a long time… Um.
I'm really afraid. Um.
I guess she will end up ignoring me.
Your daughter? Ah, um.
Well, I don't know though.
It's empty.
Sakie-san, you drink too much.
1 more.
You know, my boyfriend became pitcher.
He became so busy. Eh?
Ah.. umm... in baseball club?
Ah, it's not for club, it's for team in college league.
Ah.
Eh, are pitchers usually busy? Somehow, it looks like that.
There's also catcher, right.
Ah, it's person who catch the ball, right. That's right.
It looks like he always together with that person.
With the catcher? That's right. Somehow, like husband and wife.
Pitcher and catcher are husband and wife,
so let's live together, said the director. Eh?
"Two of you are couple!", the director made them think like that.
Eh, sorry. What do you mean by "let's live together"?
Ah, it's just figure of speech.
Anyway, he became so busy, your boyfriend.
We separated. Eeh??
Then, right now I'm interested in someone in the first position. Ah...
This.
How about Yori-chan? Eh? Don't you have something like that?
That's right, don't you have something like that? No, nothing particular.
You don't have? Are you okay?
Ah, I remember... You have a dream?
Is it about actor? Eh why? It's really nothing.
Eh, it's not about actor?
No, I think it's wrong person.
You don't really have a dream in your life? Eh because, something like dreams
are things for younger people.
Ah, I see. No no, it's not true.
Dreams are dreams because they hardly come true.
As we get older, our dreams has increased rapidly.
Ah...
You're still in your thirties, right? Eh, yeah.
Normally, you still have more than half of your life span.
The things that should have been done in your past,
You will be able to do it from now.
Ah, thanks for waiting. Ah...
Long time no see. Long time no see.
Let's go. Um.
What will you do?
Why did you show it to me?
I thought you want to see it.
What will happen if they're back together?
If they're back together, well it can't be helped.
Lame.
Thanks for waiting.
Thank you very much.
What is this? It's cocktail with Yoriko's image.
Eh? Do I have this kind of dummy image?
What do you mean by dummy?
What's with this umbrella? It's decoration.
Eh... is it okay if I take this? It's okay.
What do you normally do with this? Is it rude if I put this down?
I think it's okay to put it down.
Somehow... Um?
You stop coming to my house. Um.
Then, by not seeing you anymore
after all somehow it made me lonely...
I only think about you.
And it became awkward with my girlfriend.
Then I thought it's because of you.
That's it.
I'm really happy.
How to say it, I'm idiot right. I don't think so.
It's only became awkward with your girlfriend? Eh?
You're still with her? Ah, we are separated, maybe.
Maybe? Because I don't contact her recently.
Before this, when we dated each other,
Did we talk about want to live together?
Ah, um.
That time, why didn't we do it?
I always wanted to ask you, but somehow I couldn't do that.
I also don't know about that.
Because I always wanted to leave my home.
I know. You seemed suffering, somehow.
Somehow, I,,, I began to understand when I left my home.
My father and my mother,
they said they want me to become independent. Um.
But, inside their hearts,
I think they said "becoming independent is impossible for you."
Then, it made me confused.
I thought to stop it.
It's safer in my parents house.
Even though I said I have bad relationship with my father,
when I think about it now, I think he loves me.
I wonder what family is.
Yoriko, it's not something that you should do right away... Um.
With marriage in mind...
um… let's live together.
Eh? Live together? Um.
Is it okay if I don't bring you home. Um. It's okay.
Is that so? Well, I'll contact you later. Um.
How was it? You've met him, right. Ah...
Somehow, he told me "with marriage in mind, let's live together".
Eh? Really? It's so sudden.
It's so sudden, right. What should I do, Sakie-san?
You should think about it properly. I've a lot of thought.
Well, whatever you choose
You need to make sure you won't regret it.
Um. That's right.
Sakie-san, if I become mangaka,
what will you do? Eh? You will become it?
No, I won't. But I want to try it.
From now? Um.
I think it's good thing, though. What about the marriage?
Somehow, I don't really know.
If feels like my own problem suddenly becomes another person's problem,
by becomes another person's problem, if feels like the wall is disappearing.
Suddenly, my room seems to be outside.
Somehow I don't understand what you're saying.
Think about it properly even until it makes you want to throw up.
I don't want you to regret it.
Actually, I want to throw up now.
Ah, how abou tea? Ah, thank you, but it's okay.
Because I'm leaving now. Work?
No, I will meet my daughter. Ah, that's right, it's Christmas.
Will you give her present? Ah... um, I made gift coupon.
Because I don't know what she wants. Where will you go?
Um, you know the family restaurant along that main road? In there.
Eh~ I didn't know.
We're not family anymore, though. Eh?
Well, I mean... Ah... ah...
Bye. See you. Um.
Ah, well, I want to give you this.
Because it's Christmas.
You went to Hakata again?
No, my colleague who went to Hakata.
I asked him to buy it. You can buy it in Tokyo too, right?
I can buy it in Tokyo, but...
If I buy it in Tokyo, the special thing about it will fade.
As much as possible, I try not to buy it in other places than Hakata.
But, it's someone else who bought this, right?
Yes. In Hakata.
Ah... Merry Christmas!
Eh?
Ah... I thought I was going
to buy something like cake,
but I'm afraid it would make things awkward.
It's egg, right? Eh?
Ah... I thought it's fish egg.
I will wash it. It's okay, it's okay. I will do it later.
Ah, but... It's okay. I have some rules.
Like about the detergent on the sponge. Ah...
Sorry, I kind of sensitive
when it's about my kitchen.
Ah... sorry.
Ah no, it's just me who's sensitive.
Umm... Yes?
Are you okay?
What?
Sorry. That...
I don't know if it's good or disturb you instead.
I can't guess it. I can't really do it.
Then… I'm willing to listen to you directly.
Is there something that I can do for you? Really...
Ulterior motive… It's not like I don't have them.
I don't understand it myself.
But I think it's not good if I said I don't have it.
Sorry. What are you trying to say?
I'm sorry. This...
Is there something that I can do?
There's none.
Okay.
Well, excuse me.
Bye. Bye bye.
Um? Isn't that something that was made by your mother?
Um... hello.
Your turn.
Well, it's that... What's with that person?
Koichi-san, wasn't it?
Are you going back to him?
It's not your business, Tanaka-san.
Well, that's right, but It makes me think about something.
So?
Since it's about man I will talk from man's point of view
By man's point of view, which kind of view is it? Eh?
I think every man has
various kind of views.
If you divide it roughly between men and women,
it's about those men's view.
Ha.
I think it's better if you stop seeing him.
Why? Well, because...
After all, that thing will happen again.
That thing?
Well, I don't know though. Like cheating, that kind of thing.
Is that opinion of whole men?
No, it's not only that.
It's because I'm a man so I can understand.
People like that after all will do that again.
Tanaka-san. Yes?
Your method is lame. Eh?
Your method is so lame that it bring opposite effect.
Being told like that by you, more and more
I will become more stubborn. Goodbye.
Eh...
Wait wait wait.... Please wait a bit!
I won't! I want to talk, please hear me!
Let it go!
Yoriko-san! Yoriko-san!
What is it!? Don't call my name with such loud voice!
I have decided it! Eh?
I like Yoriko-san!
Ah... What? Wait! Yori..
Yoriko-san, umm... What is it?
There's that... What is it?
Can I continue from before?
Ah... please.
So, I...
I... umm...
Is it okay if I'm looking at the other way while I'm talking?
What?
Is it okay if I'm looking at the other way while I'm talking?
Um, looking straight at you makes me nervous, so I can't continue talking.
But after all I need to talk to you properly.
Ah. It's okay.
Um... somehow talking like this it feels frivolous
Maybe the words that I put is little different.
Somehow... it's not enough by words only...
My real feelings...
I like you. I know.
Ah.. you know. Yes. I vaguely feel that.
How about that? About what?
About me.
How about Yocchan?
Eh? Your ex-girlfriend.
I don't think of her anymore. Even though you longed for her so much.
What's with that? Where is it go?
I don't know about that, but I really don't think about her anymore.
When you find new person to like,
you easily forget about person you used to like
Maybe you will forget about me soon after you find another person.
Maybe so.
I don't like that kind of thing. I don't like it.
But Yoriko-san, it happens, right?
Tanaka-san, after all, what do you want to do?
I want to get married. Um...with Yoriko-san.
Eh, impossible.
Of course, we should talk about various things before it...
and... eventually to that. Tanaka-san, you're so selfish.
Why did you tell me in this timing?
I have various things to do. It makes me confused.
But if I didn't say it now, maybe you will go away...
But, I have that thing so...
Just a bit… Please wait a bit.
That thing? I mean... that...
I'm confused about many things.
I have to buy ink.
Ink?
Pardon?